from the first day we met

from the first day we met, i never though i would fall in love this quick. but well, it happen anyway. the first time i saw you, you really take my heart away. just by your smile. even it was not for me. but then i realize, this feeling happen too quick. it might be only me who easily love someone i just met. but then, day by day he makes me love him more. something really happen. we had a talk. not so serious talk but i remember every detail of our chat. and i did photograph you. this is your first photo i took. hehe

you were there just behind the big crab. hahaha. walaupun tak nampak but i kept this photo as my memories. and i though i would never see you again after that. but we went to the same class. i saw you every sunday but it seem like you had a girlfriend. i had a giant crush on him. on you. i kept searching for your social media account. and yeah finally i found your facebook account. but my heart break into little pieces as i saw your photo with your 'girlfriend' maybe. so i just decide to let the feeling go. but you are approaching me slowly. and you makes me fall in love with you so deeply. i just cant resist that. really cant. after several month, we get to know each other. and we become as we are now. we become a lover. we do share many sweet moments, sharing though (but its not that easy), sharing feeling and many more. 

remember this? this is my first mcflurry you gave me. it taste much better when you are the one who gave me ☺

i really fall for you. i really do. 

this is the first roses you gave me. i really love them. seeing the makes me feel so happy. you know how happy i am. did you? thanks for the flower and the memories. i love them as much as i love you.

we went to neo oceanic together remember? you were mad at me when we were in johor. it was the first time we fight. im really sorry for making you feel bad. 

you sent me to the jetty. i really want you to come with me but you got a paper. next time okay 

we love to hang out at the beach near our university. we share stories. i love to be there with you. but it is not happening again now. when i ask you to go there, you are busy. but lets go there again next time. okay?

your glance makes my heart skip a beat

im loving you clingyness honey. 

😅

this is the most beautiful beach i have ever seen. thank you for bring me there.

you look so handsome baby

our first picture together. remember?

we went to kampung cina when chinese new year. remember? we got angpau and had a great memory. i love it. but i cant the picture of us at kampung cina. but after all the hard feeling. all the bad memories, all the bad words, i still in love with the same person that is you, im still here waiting for you with my clingyness. there are so many memories that i believe i cannot tell them in words. but i know and i hope you remember them well as i remember and love them. and honestly honey, i love you so deep i just cant explain them but i will try to show them. i dont want to lose you. i love you arif ibrahim. i really do

biggest goal archived!

hello hello. how are youuu? hehe lama tak menulis. tapi tetiba bosan baru teringat nak bukak. so, my biggest dream is to have a SCUBA diving license and finally, I GOT IT!!!!!! tapi nervousnya hanya Tuhan lah yang tau. tapi sebab nak gagahkan jugak hehe. So, i took my diving license under RAID. semua yang organize ni under kelab diploma so dapat murah. hehe RM 850 total. RM850 tu include makanan for 4 days 3 nights, 8 dives (all the exercise was held at Pulau Bidong, Terengganu) and accommodation there. for the first day, bertolak pi Pulau Bidong ambik semua diving equipment (fin, tank, regulator, weight, weight belt, BCD dan sebagainya yg perlu) bla bla, start first exercise tu petang. first exercise is mask clearing. first time nervous gila babeng. siap tersedut air laut lagi. pedih namateyyy. tapi dalam semua exercise, tu lah paling senang. huhu pastu naik dekat maghrib dah. solat makan semua, ada kelas theory. masa kelas theory ni mengantuk dia tahap nak terbalik. kelas theory ni dia ajar pasal jadual dive, effect tak discipline and so on. pastu baru sedar. bukan sesuka hati boleh pi dive bodoh bodoh. banyak peraturan and bahaya dalam diving. dah penat siang. tidur malam tu memang tidur mati. the next day, start dalam pukul 9 pagi macam tu. still dengan exercise. masa second day ni buat BCD removal. yg ni okay lah tak la gelabah bewak sangat. yg paling gelabah bewak is regulator removal. kalut cari regulator tak jumpa sampai instructor ketuk kepala huhu. pastu ada dia ajar kalau cramp macam mana nak buat and so on. memang lah benda tu senang, tapi bila dah jadi dalam air dan semua org tengah sepak muka hang dengan fin depa, semua benda jadi huru hara. yg cramp jadi tak cramp. yg tk boleh berenang jadi terapung. muka masing masing takyah cakap. hodoh nak mati. tapi tak fikir dah hodoh ka tak asalkan aku tak mati kat situ 😝 pastu ada exercise orienteering. ingat dalam air takleh sesat ka. and masa second day ni, first time turun 8m. okay ni sampai dah dekat apa yg semua org dok cerita sakit telinga sakit dada apa benda semua tu. sumpah sakit gila kat telinga. nak equalize pun susah. (first timer). ada logiknya dia suruh korek telinga sebelum dive. nanti susah nak equalize. and logic lah yg asthma and sinus takleh join dive sebab mesti lagi sakit kan. yg tak asthma and sinus pn sakit. sakit sakit jugak tapi bila dah masuk dalam air. bila dah nampak school of fish yg selama ni dalam bayangan ja tu, semua sakit pun dah lupa. sibuk nak kejar ikan. last last terlanggar coral seluar koyak. padan muka. ada banyak lagi sebenarnya exercise dia. tapi aku pun dah lupa nama so boleh google sendiri lah kot.hee. bila naik atas darat, Tuhan ja yg tau macam mana beratnya nak angkat tank segala bagai tu. macam nak putus asa. kalau boleh tidur atas pasir tu mesti terus lelap. badan sakit kaki sakit semua benda nak sakit. 😓 hari kedua petang tu, first time turun 18m. cantikkk sangat. sakit telinga still sakit tapi dah pandai equalize yeyyyyy. semua kecantikan benda dalam laut tu aku tak pandai nak describe sebab terlalu cantik and kalau aku nak describe pun tak habis panjang dia. untuk third day, the real dive. buat back flip. cuak nak mampus. tapi dah try macam nak buat lagi 10 kali. best! turun 20m. penat beb penat. pagi tu turun kat underwater gallery. cantik subhanallah. tapi lagi cantik bila tetiba arus sangat kuat and kena finning lagi gigih. tapi ada satu benda yg excited. jumpa thermocline (barrier between cold water and warn water)! selama ni belajar ja kat kelas and finally boleh rasa sendiri. and akhirnya aku putus asa finning. aku berhenti. sampai dive master yg tarik aku naik. hehe. second dive untuk hari ketiga dive kat area Pulau Bidong jugak. 20m. ada basikal dalam air! and aku pijak muka instructor. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sowwyyyyy. so malas cerita panjang. esoknya kemas kemas barang and balik. tapi jujur dari hati. pengalaman dive bukan semua org boleh dapat. memang la semua benda ada kat google. tapi fun dia tu bukan boleh search kat google. kan? tak rugi pun spent duit untuk benda yg kita suka. as long as dia bagi benefit kat kita. and aku rasa lepas balik dive tu aku jadi hitam macam arang pstu sado macam ironman. k byeeeee

short vacay to redang island

13/10/2015

after going through hectic final examination, roommates semua decide nak gi jejalan so cari lah kat google pakej pergi balik hari ke pulau redang, terengganu. well terengganu kan. semua dah tau pulau cantik so no doubt lah. and i found this agent on internet. quickly grab his number and whatsapp him. last minute punya plan. so sesapa yang nak cari agent pergi balik hari punya trip boleh whatsapp or apa aa number ni.

encik fikri - 0179371350

harga trip ni bergantung kepada berapa orang satu trip. lagi ramai lagi murah dapat. harga termasuk fee ke marine park, transport pergi balik and snorkeling tools.

this is one of my best vacay. sumpah tak tipu. since aku memang suka dengan air and sea creatures. you should try lah sebab sumpah akan rasa nak ja gi pulau hehehe

since tarikh yang kami pilih tu tak dak trip lain, jadinya macam private vacay pulak haha sebab memang 4 orang ja aas boat tu. nak buat apa pun suka hati lah. best ohhh. yang jadi tour guide masa kat sana nama dia kakak aisyah. cantik ngattt. im so impressed with her sebab ada kereta sendiri and even boat sendiri? kau ada?

told ya!

dalam pukul 8.30 pagi arif hantar gi caltex dengan perasaan tak rela. so here you go.

dah jangan sedih nanti kita gi sesama

dari situ kak aisyah datang ambik naik kereta ke jeti merang. naik boat dari situ.

jeti merang. see takdak orang langsung. best!

our journey started

ma squad

missing the smell of the sea

 

first tempat yang kami pergi is marine park. dekat sini tempat snorkeling dan sebagainya. 

in love with the colour of the water

crystal clear!

dari pukul 9 lebih sampai pukul 12.30 snorkeling ja kat marine park ni. best best

peace yo 

sewaggggg

lepas dah snorkeling semua, masa untuk makan solat semua. kami dibawa ke kampung redang untuk makan. dan disambut dengan meriahnya hahah

siap ada kompang lagi tau

kampung redang

walaupun nampak capuk tapi sedap. tak tau lah sebab aku yang apar ka apa

lepas dah siap makan, kami dibawa ke laguna resort untuk solat.

feel swimming pool kejap

 

lepas dah siap solat terus naik boat pergi tempat lain.

heading to next place!

cantik tak cantik tak

dugong terdampar

cari apa tu woi 

berpaut kejap

second species

tempat ni wa yang punya

dekat temat kedua ni, subanallah coral dia cantik gila sumpah tak tipu. its like you're living in the world of fantacy thewww. rasa taknak balik. tapi apakan daya.

the end :) wishing for another vacay.